Why is the twin flame journey so difficult? And why is it so hard for someone who hasn’t experienced it to understand? What is the true connection between twin flames?
Well, yesterday my TF (twin flame) seriously triggered me. And the result—after hours of battling with myself, my emotions, and my ego’s reactions—I’m here again, after months, writing a new post. For me. For you.
So, let me return to the topic mentioned in the title. Recently, someone said to me: “Yeah, it’s just that kind of attraction—you see someone, they seem tempting, and when you get home you think: ‘Wow, what a babe.’”
Oh, if only it were that simple. Then I wouldn’t be dealing with the challenges I’m facing now. Loyalty has always been—and still is—a core value I’m proud to hold. My twin flame journey began in 2023, when I started following events that were extremely unusual and, at first, completely incomprehensible.
Let me emphasize before I continue: my intention is not to explain this to the curious who merely browse these pages. I share my writings with you—fellow twin flames who are hidden, who have no one to confide in, who persist on old paths. So you know you’re not alone. I’m here for conversation or guidance when you feel ready for the changes life has pushed you toward. I try to help with advice that has helped me on this strange and certainly not easy path.
Today, I wanted to write about sensing and feeling the energies between two twin flames—as I perceive them. It’s a misconception to think that the energy between TFs is only erotic or magnetically irresistible. Those are the more pleasant moments in this story. But surely you know that ironing or reorganizing clothes in your wardrobe isn’t erotic at all. And if such a feeling creeps in while you’re immersed in the color palette of your closet, or focused on how clothes hang on their hangers, or struggling to iron stubborn pants—that feeling isn’t yours. You might even be out walking, in the middle of an engaging conversation with a friend. These energies are more uplifting—they give you drive, motivation, and you feel like a rocket. You can tackle anything and succeed at it all. You know you’re being guided, even if there’s nothing tangible in our 3D world.
But then there are days when you suddenly feel deep sadness, depression, intense confusion—right in the middle of being fully absorbed in your work. And you know that sadness doesn’t belong to you. There’s no reason for you to feel sad. Yet the feeling is so strong it throws you off, pulls you away from your work, brings you to tears and to your knees in the middle of the room. You ask yourself: Why is this necessary? What’s the purpose? What do I need to cleanse? What is he (my matrix twin flame) cleansing?
These are the days that can completely drain you—physically and emotionally. And it’s important to know how to help yourself.
What makes it even harder is the thought that you, representing the spiritual part of the twin flame, are alone in these dual agonies—while your matrix twin flame only feels the attraction, which he often mistakes for infatuation, love, or simply sexual desire, until his awakening. And nearly every attempt to explain the “ideology of the twin flame concept” only causes the matrix twin flame to run away. In many cases, for years. I believe it’s important to understand which awakening phase you’re in, and what your shared purpose is.
To reach these realizations, it took many meditations, relaxation techniques, workshops—and unfortunately, many full moons, cleansing portals, and rivers of tears. Only you truly know how and what you feel. Only you can explore deeper within yourself.
I’m here for you. 📧 info@twinflameslovenija.si 📱 GSM: +386 31 664 027 I know what you’re going through.